Like seriously why do I still have hope for a lost cause. Am I that stupid? Why do I keep looking through her blog just to find pictures of her and her new boyfriend this was six months ago Omar! Get over it! Are you really that lame? Are you afraid to die alone? Who cares we all die alone who the fuck cares. Sigh I just miss her! I miss the conversations, the fights the kissing I miss everything but you know what Omar you guys were not meant to be just love yourself and stop hurting yourself by focusing on the past. A woman who just sees past you is not worth being sad for. You’re worth something and deserve better. One day you’ll find what you deserve happiness this is just another obstacle life threw at you. Fuck then I feel like I was lame cause I was boring am I boring?! Maybe I am boring :/ I don’t know I just know I shouldn’t look through her blog and her secret blog just stop god damn it. It’s been a while just chill you’ll be alright man stop being a sensitive pussy I need to stop being so nice to people and just not say anything just fuck everything fuck meeting new people fuck bitches fuck money fuck jobs fuck everything that walks I just wanna shoot people with my paintball gun this weekend and I want people to leave me the fuck alone I wanna live on the road and just travel fuck responsibilities ugh! I just wanna hide forever! But in all honesty I just wished somebody cared and I wish someone loved me and hugged in times like these I’m sick of life. I’m sick of hearing about the Ebola virus, Isis, and how cops keep killing people. I’m tired of this chest pain, im tired of worrying about dumb shit I’m tired of work I snap at my co workers cause they keep telling me I look unhappy and I’m sick of it so I tell them to shut the hell up I’m tired of venting on this fucking website and hoping Sarah sees it and texts me or calls me I’m tired of hoping for the best I’m tired of my luck I need to stop using this site it’s not healthy. Bye bye
give me hickeys and tell me what you don’t tell anyone else
Appreciate the good things you have today, Capricorn. Don’t let another day go by without really paying homage to the people who’ve helped you grow along the way. Take a walk. Climb a tree or help a child build a tree house. Connect with your spiritual side that finds satisfaction in where you are now instead of always feeling a need to search for something bigger and better.
i hope u find someone that mindlessly plays with your hands and lightly strokes your legs and massages your back and plays with your hair and i hope that u feel like you’re home when u look at them